The Lost Definition Of Love- How A Conversation With Her Grandparents Changed This Girl's Perspective On Love

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The Lost Definition Of Love- How A Conversation With Her Grandparents Changed This Girl's Perspective On Love

Contributed By Divya Vattikuti

July 07, 2021
Udayam 7:30

Ala nidra lechi room lo nunchi bayataku vastunna naaku Newspaper chaduvutunna thatayya, pakkane pooja kosam saamanlu ready chesukuntu vishnu sahasranamam chaduvukuntunna ammamma kanipinchaaru. Roju lechi veellani chudatam naaku normal aypoyindhi. Breakup ayyina tarvata adhe city lo undalekapoyaanu. Elago work from home kaabatti, change kosam Ammamma daggariki vacchanu. Ippatiki 20 days ayyindhi. Roju Ammamma, Thatayya ni chustunte inni years veellu ela kalisi undagaligaaru? Asalu veelliddaru happy gaane unnara? Ane doubt rojuki okasaaraina madhilo run avthu undhi.

Inni rojula nunchi endhuko eppudu adagaledhu. Kaani e roju adigeyalani apinchindhi.

Ammamma meekeppudu vidipovaalani anipinchaledha? Inni years ela kalisi undagaligaaru? Amma Nanna aithe week ki okasaari godava padutune untaaru. Nenu vacchi 20 days avtundhi. Meeru iddaru godava padatame chudaledhu nenu. Mee madhya asalu eppudu godavalu raaleda?

Ventane adugutunna questions vini Ammamma takkuna navvindhi. Thatayya newspaper lo nunchi thala bayata petti, emiti ra edho adugutunnav ani annaru.

Em ledu thatayya, “8 months back okadu vacchadu. Normal ammayini ani anukune nannu oka rani la chusukovadam start chesaadu. Navvinche vaadu, edipinchevaadu, anniti kannna nannu special ga feel ayyela chesevaadu. Nenante prema annadu. Nenu istham chupinchakapoyina na venta tirige vaadu. Antha prema chupistunte tirigi preminchakunda ela undagalam. Alaane nenu kuda premincha tanani.

Nenu preminchadam modhalu pettagaane prema ruche gittaledhu anukunta tanaki. Mana iddariki set avvadhu, lets breakup ani cheppi vellipoyaadu. Nenu yes cheppakamundhu ela set avutadhi anukunnado, nenu yes cheppesariki set avvadhu ani vadilesaadu. Nenu yes cheppaka mundhu ki aa taruvaata ki em maarindho naaku inka ardham kaaledhu. Nee kosam edaina chestha, nee kosam evarnaina face chestha ani cheppina maatalu ippudu em ayipoyaayo.

Aina ee abbayilani anukovadam em undhi le, mee devudlu kuda anthega. Ramudu kuda seetha kosam Siva dhanassu ni etthi mari seethanu pelli chesukunnadu. Kaani evaro edho annarani adavula paalu chesaadu. 14 years tanatho kalisi vanavasam chesi, Ramude tanaki sarvam anukunna seethanu vadilesaadu Ramudu.

Veellu andaru inthe. Preminchaka mundhu okala, preminchaaka inkola maaripothaaru. Preminche ammayi kosam poradatam maatrame vachu. Ammayi oppukunnaka tanani prema ga chusukovadam raadhu.

Ila na frustration ni bayata pedutuna nannu thatayya aaputhu ila annaru, 'Rey bangaram endhuku ra antha pedda pedda maatalu antunnav?’

Okasaari naa maata vinu.

Manishiki aakali, nidra ela maaravo, prema kuda alaane, eppatiki maaradhu. Enthati vaadaina pidikedu annam, kanti ninda nidra, tanakantu preminche okaru kaavalsindhe. Veeti kosame manishi prayaasam kuda. Prema antey idhi adhi ani cheppalenu kaani, mee ammamma ni chusaaka naaku kaligina kalavaram inthaku mundhu eppudu jaragaledhu. Mee ammamma tho kalisi jeevitham antha gadapaali anukunna. Mee ammamma tho kalisi oka kutumbaanni erparuchukovaalani anukunna. Mee ammamma ki mundhu chaala ammayilani kalisa nenu. Kaani vaarevaritho naaku ilaanti aalochanalu raaledhu. Mee ammamma ni pondhaka pothe na jeevitham vrudha ani anipinchindhi. Bahusa adhe prema ante, okarini okaru ardham chesukovadam, okari kosam okaru brathakaali anukovadam.

Raju ki putti, raju ni pelli chesukunna seethe Ramudi kosam adavulaku vellindhi. Tanu vaddanukunte akkade kota lo undipovacchu. Ramudu kuda tanu taluchukunte enthomandhi andhagattelanu pondhagaladu. Kaani samudraalu daati yuddhalu chesi, lankadi pathi aina Raavanudi samharinchi mari seethanu tanatho teesukoni velladu kadaa. Adhe premante. Antha kastha padi tirigi pondhina seethanu tana kaaryanirvahana kosam vadileyaalsi vacchinappudu Ramudu padina baadha antha intha kaadu. Adhe prema ante. Okari kosam maatrame kalugutundhi alaanti bhavana. Naaku mee ammamma tho kaligindhi. Aa bhavana neekuda kalugutundhi. Appudu okari prema kosam nuvvu paakulaadakkarledhu.

Nee jeevitham lo thoduga, nee baadha lo thodu ga unde okaru dorukutaaru. Prema manasuku sambandhinchinadhi. Maatalaki kaadu. Nee boyfriend cheppina maatalu vini tanani nammav. Matalu kada okkosaari okkola cheppocchu. Appudu nachaav annadu, ippudu nacchaledhu antunnadu. Adhe manasu lo nuvvu undi unte eppatiki vadile vaadu kaadhu. Ika nunchi manishi manasu chusi isthapadu. Neekantu okaru kachithamga dorukutaaru. Naaku mee ammamma dorikinattu.

Ila cheppi tana newspaper lo taanu munigipoyaadu thatayya. Ammamma tana puja lo taanu leenamaipoyindhi. Naaku maatram inni rojula nunchi dorakani oka kottha ardham dorikindhi prema ki.