Research scholars anagaane university lo untu, books chaduvuthu, labs lo night times dayyaalla spend chesthu, maati maatiki jaaruthunna kallajodu ni sari chesukuntu adho prapancham lo gadipesthaamanukunnaaraa...Appudappudu ilaanti articles kuda raasthaam. Babu thadaka thammuduu, eppudu entertainment ae kakundaa konchem maa baadhalu kuda cheppanivvandi brotherr....
Dheenikante horror ledhu. Memu masters chesi Ph.D. entrance rasi, research lo eppudosthundho theliyani outcome gurinchi thala gokkoni, gokkoni bald head vasthundhi. Gantalu gantalu kurchoni chadavadam valla, stress valla knowledge tho paatu potta bonus ga vasthundhi. Eppudainaa aata vidupugaa ammailni chusi saradaagaa gelukudaam ante atu vaipu nunchi “Uncle” antundhemo ani bhayapadi anni moosukovalsi vasthundhi.. Chee dheenamma yedava bathuku, scholar avvadam valla coloring lekunda poyindhi brathukki.
Meekippatike artham ai untundhi ee vayasulo family pette oke okka pressure ‘Pelli’. Vaalla gola bharincha leka pelli chupulakelthe andamaina ammayilu mana batta potta chusi reject chesthaaru, mari manalni nachhe ammaayi manalaage age aipoyo leka manam bhaareeegaa adjust kavalsi vachhe laagaano untaadhi. Theera chusthe manam chusina pelli sambandhaala count century ki reach avthaadhi. Ivanninti kante pedda torture entante pelli sambandham reject aina prathi sari mana intlo vallu dheenangaa ‘veediki ee janmalo pelli bhaagyam undhaa?’ ani ichhe look untaadhi..padhi saarlu aathmahathya chesukovalanpisthadhi...thu.
Chaalaa sincere gaa anni academics complete chesinaaa, research is entirely different thing. Manam edho cheyyaalani chusthaaam , mana supervisor inkedho expect chesthaadu. Entho kashtapadi research chesi vacchina findings ni simple ga chettha buttalo padesi chivatlu gift ga isthaadu. Veeditho 5 yrs journey cheyyaali, supervisor tho theda vasthe manaki ‘dhabidi dhabide’ kaabatti notlo boothulu kadupulo dhaachukovali. Potta peragadaaniki idhi kuda oka reason lendi.
Manatho paatu 10th class chadhivina Savithri ki pellaipoyi, pillalu putti, vaalla peddammaayi pelliidukochhesi untundhi. Manatho patu inter chadivina koti gadu,business lo kotlu sampadhisthadu, B.tech Bhadra gadu company run chesthe, M.tech classmate gadu vadi pillala school admission kosam interview attend avthaadu. Manam maathram still student gaane untaam. Intlovallu, pakkintlo vallu, prathi naa ball bachha gadu manalni nuv ‘asalem peekudhamani research lo ki vellaav raa’ annattu indirect ga signals ichhesthuntaaru. “Life is a continuous learning process. Learning is more important than earning” ani cover cheskovali mari.
Maaku money vachhee oke oka maargam stipend. On time lo university ichhe scholarship gattiga konte books ke saripovu. Ponee edainaa JRF, RGNF lanti scholarships unte avi time ki eppuduu raavu. Money manage cheyyadaaniki appulu cheyyadam , scholarships release ainappudu vachhindhanthaa appulaku, interest pay cheyadaaniki poyyi malli kothha appulu cheyyalsi raavadam. Kaneesa avasaraalu kuda theeratle mastaaru. Intlo ee age lo kuda dabbuladigithe Bata cheppichhukku kodathaaru mari. Anthegaa mari.. ‘Chakravarthikii, veedhi bichhagathhe ki bandhuvavthaanani andhi money money’ kadhaa.
‘Pilla ledhu, pelli ledhu, pillanichhi pelli chese maama ledu ek niranjan’ correct manamidhe. Love chese time leka GF undadhu, pelli ai undadhu. Lopala frustration, lopalane dhigmingukoni brathakaali. Mana mundhe bachha gaallu ammaila tho enjoy cheyyadaaalu chusthuu unte, eppudainaa body avasaraalu gurthu chesinappudainaa, mana paina manaku asahyam, jaali renduu vasthaaayi oke sari.
Manam chese research tho paatu konni paper presentations mana topic ki related ga ivvalsi untundhi. Journals lo articles publish cheyyaalsi untundhi. Quality work raavaalante minimum 6 months paduthundhi. Veetitho paatu conference lu attend avvaali. Maanchi journal lo publish cheddaam ante manam enni sarlu pampinaa abstracts reject avthuune untaaayi. Idhi ijjath kaa savaal. By hook or crook, scholar annappudu minimum publications undaalsindhe.
Oka library lo lakhs of books undadamenti, a book mana research ki use avuddo theleedhu,library ki velli search chesthe, anni manaku use avthaayane anipisthadhi, koddhi sepu chadavaagaane scene ardamaipoddi manam thappudu book lo kannettaamani. Em chadavaalo ardham kaka aa books anni horrible ga kanabadthaayi.
Mana campus lo jarige politics mana kante mundhe TV lo bayta janalaki thelisipothuntaayi. Prathi union lo manaki friends untaaru, vallu vallu godavalu paduthuntaaru, evariki support cheyali, evaru correct o artham kaadhu. Okko saari mana situation ‘Between blue devil and deep sea” annattuntundhi.
Maa life ni correct gaa describe chese oke okka word “ Confusion”. Maa hypothesis ki, vacche outcome ki sambandham lenappudu vachhedi confusion. Intha kashtapadi research complete chesi Ph.D. award aina tharwatha aa level lo career untadho ledho ani oka confusion. Pelli avthadhaa, ledhaa ani oka confusion. Marriage late avthe already mana mind oka rakamgaa alavaatai untaadhi kaabatti vachhe ammayi adjust avthadhaa ledhaa ani oka confusion. Mana supervisor manaku favour chesthunnada, leka aadukuntunnaadaa ani oka confusion..ufff..confusion..confusion..confusion.
Kani brother, maa vanthu saaayanga edho kothha vishyaanni prapanchaaniki parichayam cheyyadaaniki maa vyakthigatha jeevithaalni kharchu chesthunnaam. Samaajam kosame maa aaraatam ani gamaninchandi. Indhuku gurthimpugaa ee article ni share cheyyandi.
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