Contributed by Nikhitha Karimsetty
Naa badha meeku em telustadi annaiyya.....evadu padite vadu vachi velipotadu. Kasepu ninna chusina movie vastadi, ade time lo mars vastadi, ade time lo 1 year back nee friend nuvu tina biryani ki vadu money pay cheyaledu ani gurtuvastadi, ade time lo elections gurtu vastayi ila Okko second ki okko vishayam oka angle lo chupistaru. Asalu nenu travel chesinantaga evadu vadi life lo travel chesi vundadu telusa. Meeru rest tesukunapude naku rest vuntadi(Incase dreams em raakunte) . Migita time lo oka milli second kuda gap ivvaru.....Nenu mee brain ni anukuntunara lekapote machine anukuntunara ?
Ponile vadukuntunadu ga vadukondi raa ani chance isthe deshaniki upayoga pade alochanalu kakapoyina kanisam vadiki use ayetattu gaa vadukuntada ante adhi ledu evaro celebrity oka show lo finger ki oka ring petukundi anta same alanti ring inko celebrity instagram story lo pettadu anta ilantivi kanipetti pakkana vallani inka gnanavantulu ni chestunnaru. Asala naa pani enti nee life ki oka meaning ga vundadam, ninnu alochinche la cheyadam, naa directions tho ninnu munduku nadapadam. Kani adhi nuvu use chestene kadha raa neeku upayogam. Uu ante chalu nannu tittukuni, pakkana vaadi ni pogudutav gani nuvu mathram maaravu. Ide ee chetta comparison le voddu anedi.
Areyy babu nannu upoypgiste nee jeevitam set ani kaaka patina okadu sarigga vaadade. Malli Paniki rani vishayallo matram maname first vuntaam. Naaku okati ardam kadu bhaya veedu velli evaro ammayiki vaadi heart istadu aa ammayi aa heart ni Balloon anukuni saradaga pin tho guchutadi. Appudu veedu badapadi kasepu edchi ( idoka daridram naku ) malli heart ni atikinchukutadu ikkadi varuku scene bane vundi. Aa tarvata continuous gaa aa ammayi album ne repeat lo vesi chusthadu. Daanni valla naa health paadu chesi malli daniki " depression " ani peru pedtadu.
Asala veedu evaro ammayi ki heart ivvadam enti daniki nenu suffer avatam enti. Andaru heart gurinchi cheptaru kani nenu entha badha padatano, entha effect avutaano, entha alochistano evaru patinchukoru. Edaina heart tho alochinchaalantaadu okadu, mari nenu vunnadi enduku ra nuvu dachukuna chetta anta gurthu cheyadanika? pothav ra rey nashanam ayipotav prathi vodu heart ni pogadatame ey maku feelings leva, mavi nijalu kaadha mamalani full busy ga vunchukuni heat ekkela work chesi, logic latho alochistam heart emo trueself, inner piece antu prasantanga vuntadi.
Ippudu naa badha enti ante. Nee heart ki entha preference istunnaavo naaku anthe ivvu. Naa health baaga chusuko chalu. Ippudu maa godava gurinchi alochinchaku le memu konni saarlu friends ga vuntam, konni saarlu enemies ga vuntaam, konni saarlu nuvu leka nenu lenu laga vuntam. Ponile pilla bacha ani vadini kshaminchesta, appudapudu naa mata vinara sodara ani cheppina vinadu last ki malli naa daggirake vachi appudu vinaledu raa ani badapadataadu. ( sometimes your heart takes time what your brain already knows ) Sare le ra gap teesukunav ade manchidi ippudu ani set avutayi le ani odarustha. Entaina naku memory ekkuva, experiences ekkuva ilantivi ani maku mamulu vishayalu sir.
Chusaara entha responsibility tesukuntunaano mari meeku naa meedha badhayatha vundakarle, paniki mala vishayalu alochinchakunda, nannu ibbandi petakunda, sakkaga vundandi, manchi ga vadukondi, naku frustration tepincharo headache telusu ga, insomnia telusu ga , depression telusu ga anni jabbulu vachestayi jagratha.
